Sunday, November 16, 2008

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a conference ....

ciao mondo!
eccomi qua, in un'altra domenica di novemre a scrivere su questo blog, stanca di una relazione di fisica ancora da finire.
ieri sono andata ad una conferenza stupenda, su Cesare Pavese tenuta dal professor Capasa, una persona semplicemente troppo geniale...
e una domanda martellava my mind after those two hours what I make, me, my life? of my life taken by thousands of details, even noble if you want, but that is nothing but a lie and the greatest sadness is not expected to live and learn nothing more to what you do.
heart .... look is taken from a continuous research, the infinite, the heart is not content to settle because it means going against yourself.
live without anyone waiting for you not worth it, if you are alone even if they have the ego disappears but who is not ready to share with you everything we can not accept anything.
but perhaps among the thousands of sentences put together yesterday morning, one is more pronounced than others, for his truthfulness, "they were all friends in high school, they went out and had fun .... then we met again many years later and suddenly had no more nothing to say. "

I understand these days that I was surrounded by people who were very important to me, people I thought were very true and I suddenly realized that instead of all the times we had together there's nothing left but dust, which vague memories a bit 'too dim and distant.
I expected too much from that friendship, now I realize, but I realize that I thought and even that just too sensible.
dusts off the past and try to find people who will truly have tried hard to bring to light those relationships that were drowning in a thousand misunderstandings .... but moments and find that most people, I just dust and friendships ended badly, ended in silence. a deafening silence, a silence that roars.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

What Are We Supposed To Do In Ap Lab 8



last night: Birthday Clare!
thought I'd be bored all evening, but it went really well: cocktails, dinner and pub!
In that state, however: even the appetizers do not understand anything and effort ad alzarmi, e pensare che ho solo preso un martini bianco e un crodino con vodka liscia!!!!ai bei tempi questi sarebbero stati soltanto l'inizio di una lunga fila...ihihi...
poi a cena solo, also vino bianco, che poi a me il vino bianco manco piace!!poi un dolce stupendo: involtini di frutta, con panna e cioccolata calda, che favola!!!!
poi, poi, poi: sono riuscita ad entrare al garage, il posto che ha formato la mia crescita e che era da seconda superiore che non mi facevano più entrare per il fatto che non ho 18 anni!!!
però...però...che delusione...pensavo di trovarmi un mare di gente, tutti che ballavano sui tavoli e la solita musica stra bella...invece...invece: very few people, average age 30 years and music with a volume equal to that which I put in my room!
should be ... but then at the end of the evening was good strategic ...

But today ... today, however, sad day .... tired and a headache, too many pages that do not have to study English just wanted to go ... then why do not many thoughts .... it was a good week, although perhaps no one has noticed ...
I am surrounded by people that I wanted really good ... but very few if they are deserved ... now it all seems a bit 'lighter ... a little' more sadly clear ...
I start to change even a little 'me ... maybe it is really time .... let go ... and not caring about all of what I can do ...
all we can to perfection, why should not I do it well?!

enough now ... although I would have too many things to say ...
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